- •I wrapped my hanky round my thumb and got myself organized. George
- •I was known as Needle.
- •I stood silently among the people, watching. As you will see, I wasn't in a
- •I took a good look at this man accompanying Kathleen. It was her husband.
- •It was not for me to speak to Kathleen, but I had a sudden inspiration which
- •I must explain that I departed this life nearly five years ago. But I did not
- •Inspired to it. Indeed it's one of the things I can't do now — to speak out,
- •I taught in a private school in Kensington, for almost three months, very
- •I didn't love Skinny so I gave him back the ring.
- •I accompanied the party as a sort of secretary. Skinny vouched for me, he
- •I had broken off our engagement, lectured me about this, but still he took me
- •I'm busy in the hat-shop and being presented. You would think he hadn't
- •I must say I was myself a bit off-put by this news about the brown woman. I
- •Intelligent than a mule and sturdier than a horse. But I'm not having any
- •I was able to live on the fee I got for writing a gossip column in a local
- •I met George once more in a hotel in Bulawayo. We drank highballs and
- •I had half a mind to marry Skinny; perhaps, I thought, when his studies
- •I had already heard about the baby girl. Coal black, by repute, with
- •Impotence and need I secreted a venom which infected all my life for days on
- •I was nearly sick. One, because of my Scottish upbringing. Two, because of
- •I returned to England with Skinny's party just before the war.
- •I did not see George again till just before my death, five years ago.
- •I was waiting to write about life and it seemed to me that the good fortune lay in
- •I thought of my type of luck after I became a Catholic and was being
- •I visited Skinny twice in the two years that he was in the sanatorium. He was
- •Very close friends. We met several times each week, and after our Saturday-
- •If we had felt moved to do so.
- •I ought to get in touch with poor George. But then I think he would write
- •I did not speak of George's marriage, nor of any of his confidences in the
- •Impatience with him in former days; she said,
- •In the course of the morning he had told her of his wartime nightclub in
- •I was curious to see this version of George, but I was leaving for Scotland
- •Visited at week-ends; this old lady lived a few miles from Kathleen's aunt,
- •I should go ahead of her in the early afternoon to see to the provisions for our
- •I said no, I liked an empty house.
- •It was like a treasure hunt as I followed clue after clue through the cool silent
- •I found myself speaking to him almost as if he were a child.
- •I giggled, and looked at him. His face had grown much larger, his lips full, wide,
- •I still kept up. They referred to her as "George's Dark Lady" and of course
- •I said, "If Kathleen intends to marry you, I shall tell her that you're already
- •Vest year. Unfortunately, the byreman's hands were even brawnier and
- •If I hadn't been wearing my long-sleeved cardigan, it was said, the bruises
- •I dashed his hopes. I said, "Hallo, George!"
- •In that convivial street. I thought to myself. "He looks as if he had a mouthful
- •I might have been inspired to say more on that agreeable morning, but he
- •I doubt if George will ever see me again in the Portobello Road. He broods
- •Its few drooping tenants. They huddled together like birds in a storm; their
- •I was waiting for friends to come and pick me up on their way to Venice.
- •Importance was permitted to dawn upon strangers.
- •In the garden, strangely standing on a path between the flowers for
- •I climbed the lower slopes of the mountains while the experts in their boots
- •I was moved by the sight. The girl called Mitzi was watching me as I stood
- •In the kitchen doorway. "Coffee?'' she said.
- •I saw a black lacquered cabinet inlaid with mother-of-pearl, and just
- •I went into the polished dining-room, and Mitzi brought my coffee there.
- •It was that very day that the nuisance occurred. The double windows of my
- •It was a cold day. I sat in my room writing letters. I glanced out of the
- •I looked up a few moments later, and this time Herr Stroh was seated on a
- •I left my room and went down to complain to Frau Lublonitsch.
- •I returned to my room. Herr Stroh still sat in position, the field-glasses in
- •In his doorway blinking up at the roof of the Guest-house Lublonitsch. He
- •I didn't want to draw his attention by following the line of his gaze but I
- •In Frau Lublonitsch's splendid bedroom.
- •I turned the comer just as Herr Stroh gave up his gazing; he went indoors,
- •It while I waited for someone to come. I did not have to wait long, for two
- •Indeed were there, but invisible.
- •In the peeling pastel stucco of the little town, the unnecessary floral balconies,
- •Intrigued her.
- •Impassive neck.
- •Is she —"
- •Insurance manager. The successful kind."
- •I think twenty-two. I am twenty-two so far as Richard's concerned. I don't
- •If you want to be successful with men you have to hang on to your youth."
- •Invitation must come from Richard."
- •Valley.
- •I felt the need of his support. "
- •Including Gwen. The one called Grace was quite pretty, with a bewildered
- •I put on my dark glasses to shield my eyes from the sun and conceal my
- •It is discouraging to put on sun glasses in the middle of someone's intimate
- •I was sent to have my eyes tested. He took me into the darkened interior
- •I had seen Miss Simmonds once before, at a garden fete, where she stood on
- •I stopped looking round. I said. "Read what?" for I had been told I would
- •I recall reading the letters correctly down to the last few lines, which were
- •I broke the glasses by sitting on them during my school holidays two years
- •I washed my hair the night before and put a wave in it. Next morning at
- •I smiled and put my hand in my blazer pocket.
- •I formed an idea of his private life. "Dorothy" I speculated, "and Basil." I let
- •Is it to her?"
- •I invented for myself a recurrent scene in which brother and sister
- •I was sent for to try on my new reading glasses. I had the hat-pin with me I
- •I said, "Grandmother said to inquire after your mother."
- •I took to giving Basil a charming smile when I passed him in the street on
- •I took walks before supper round the back lanes, ambling right round the
- •Visible from the window. He laid it side by side with another sheet of paper
- •Ink and started writing on the bottom of the sheet of paper before him,
- •I shivered in my soaking wet clothes. Dorothy looked with her eye at the
- •I took them into Mr. Simmonds early that afternoon.
- •I had smeared them with cold cream first.
- •Interrupted:
- •I noted her correct phrase, "Are these they?" and it seemed just over the
- •Vicious, in the wrong.
- •I started screaming when I got home, and was given a sedative. By evening
- •It was put down to an accident. There was a strong hope that Miss
- •I said, "The bottle may have been tampered with, have you thought of
- •I was attended by our woman doctor, the widow of the town's former
- •I saw Dr. Gray leaving the Simmonds' at six o'clock one evening. She must
- •I walked on, certain that he had known my guilty suspicions all along.
- •I had come to the summer school to lecture on history and she on
- •Inmost lives. This is probably because they spend so much time hearing out
- •It and myself looked back at myself through the dark water. I looked at Dr.
- •I took them off for a moment. I rather liked her for her innocence in not
- •I had my glasses on again, and was walking on.
- •I thought, neither had I.
- •I said, "He might have stopped seeing eyes if you'd taken him at his word."
- •I could hardly believe she was shouting, who previously had been so calm.
- •I think it was then she recognised me.
- •It there and then. You see, he had to do it while it was still wet."
- •Vestments, or at least lace veil.
- •Vestments.
- •Instance, when a local Town Councillor resigned his office Raymond said,
- •In this particular, from the prejudices of that middle class to which they as
- •Introduce them to so many people." For the dark pair had, within a month,
- •In eyes, skin, teeth, which made him seem all the more eager. He called out
- •Irritated Lou, though she kept her peace.
- •Very well by Elizabeth." They had pulled up outside the house where
- •I'm not going to leave my kids in no nursery. I'm not going to send them to no
- •In that he took a tubercular turn, which was followed by a religious one. He
- •Very delicate question. She was amazed when, within three weeks, Oxford
- •In previous numbers, various references to the Black Madonna, how she had
- •It was the Saturday before that Sunday when Lou had her first sick turn.
- •In the next parish magazine. "Another case has come to light of the kindly
- •In fact, it was a very easy birth, a girl. Raymond was allowed in to see Lou
- •In the late afternoon. She was half asleep. "The nurse will take you to see the
- •In the other cots. "Far more so than the others."
- •Isn't hers, which is ridiculous."
- •Very long chance. I've never known it happen in my experience, but I've
- •Inquire after Lou. He rather regretted smashing up the cot in his first fury.
- •It white."
- •It must be back in the olden days the nigro some ansester but it is only nature.
- •I thank the almighty it has missed my kids and your hubby must think it was
I took them off for a moment. I rather liked her for her innocence in not
recognising me, though she looked hard and said, "There's a subconscious
reason why you wear them."
"Dark glasses hide dark thoughts," I said.
"Is that a saying?"
"Not that I've heard. But it is one now."
She looked at me anew (она взглянула на меня заново). But she didn't
recognise me (но она не узнала меня). These fishers of the mind (эти ловцы
разума; fisher — рыбак, рыболов; fish — рыба) have no eye for outward things
(никогда не видят окружающий мир; outward — внешний, наружный).
Instead, she was "recognising" my mind (вместо этого, она ‘узнавала,
разведовала’ мой разум): I daresay I came under some category of hers (я даже
думаю, что я подпала под одну из ее категорий).
I had my glasses on again (я вновь надела очки), and was walking on (и
продолжила прогулку).
"How did your husband react to his sister's accusations (как ваш муж
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реагировал на обвинения его сестры; to react — реагировать, отзываться,
воздействовать)?" I said.
"He was remarkably kind (он был удивительно добр)."
"Kind?"
"Oh, yes, in the circumstances (о, да, при таких обстоятельствах). Because
she started up a lot of gossip in the neighbourhood (потому что она начала
сильно сплетничать в соседней округе; gossip — болтовня, разговоры,
сплетни, слухи). It was only a small town (это был всего лишь маленький
город). It was a long time before (прошло много времени прежде чем) I could
persuade him to send her to a home for the blind (я смогла уговорить его
отправить ее в дом для слепых; to persuade — убеждать, склонять,
уговаривать) where she could be looked after (где за ней бы могли ухаживать;
to look after — присматривать, ухаживать, заботиться). There was a terrible
bond between them (была какая-то ужасная связь между ними; a bond — узы,
связь, обязательство). Unconscious incest (неосознанный инцест:
«кровосмешение»)."
accusation ["xkjV'zeIS(q)n] circumstance ['sq:kqmstxns, 'sq:kqmstqns]
neighbourhood ['neIbqhVd] unconscious [An'kOnSqs]
She looked at me anew. But she didn't recognise me. These fishers of the
mind have no eye for outward things. Instead, she was "recognising" my
mind: I daresay I came under some category of hers.
I had my glasses on again, and was walking on.
"How did your husband react to his sister's accusations?" I said.
"He was remarkably kind."
"Kind?"
"Oh, yes, in the circumstances. Because she started up a lot of gossip in the
neighbourhood. It was only a small town. It was a long time before I could
persuade him to send her to a home for the blind where she could be looked
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after. There was a terrible bond between them. Unconscious incest."
"Didn’t you know that when you married him (разве вы этого не знали, когда
выходили за него замуж)? I should have thought it would have been obvious (я
думаю, это было очевидно; obvious — явный, очевидный)."
She looked at me again (она посмотрела на меня снова). "I had not studied
psychology at that time (я не изучала психологию в то время)," she said.
I thought, neither had I (я подумала, что и я не изучала).
We were silent for the third turn about the lake (мы молчали: «были
молчаливы» во время нашего третьего круга: «оборота» вокруг озера).
Then she said (затем она сказала), "Well, I was telling you how I came to study
psychology and practise it (ну, я говорила вам, как я начала изучать
психологию и стала практиковать). My husband had this breakdown (у моего
мужа был тот упадок сил) after his sister went away (после того, как уехала
его сестра). He had delusions (у него были галлюцинации; delusion — обман,
иллюзия, мания, бред). He kept imagining he saw eyes (он продолжал
воображать, что видит глаза) looking at him everywhere (смотрящие на него
везде). He still sees them from time to time (он до сих пор видит их, время от
времени). But eyes, you see (но именно глаза, вы понимаете). That's significant
(это очень важно; significant — знаменательный, важный, показательный).
Unconsciously he felt he had blinded his sister (подсознательно он чувствовал,
что он ослепил свою сестру). Because unconsciously he wanted to do so
(потому, что бессознательно он хотел сделать это). He keeps confessing that
he did so (он продолжает признаваться, что он сделал это; to confess —
признавать, сознаваться, исповедоваться)."
obvious ['ObvIqs] delusion [dI'lu:Z(q)n] confess [kqn'fes]
"Didn't you know that when you married him? I should have thought it
would have been obvious."
She looked at me again. "I had not studied psychology at that time," she
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said.